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Old Feb 22, 2014, 10:31 AM
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I agree with you, I never have these problem with friends, but friends dont tap into our deepest feelings either, and you can walk away from friends when they piss you off, but you have the choice to call them or go back to thier house, a half hour later when you have cooled down, where as with a t, you dont, you have to hold on to all that crap till your next sessions. Yes friends have boundaries too, but its not like, ok sweepy you have breached my boundary, I will refer you to another friend of mine and you could be friends with her now.

The relationship with a therapist in itself is so twisted, that its there to help, but it comes with great sacrifice, so many emotions and feelings that some people develop for thier therapists and dont know how to sort them out, like me included. Thats the problem I have, Im trying to avoid at all costs because it hurts so much.
Im just trying to get my problems fixed or managable and get out.
I told my t that I dont like dealing with feelings and emotions and therapy magnifies all that for me times 100, and i said so therapy is so wonderfull, I said it so sarcastically. and she said , so she said I think you do want to deal with your feelings, why would you keep coming back to therapy then,
so that pissed me off so MUCH, i said, because YOU PEOPLE KEEP LEAVING IN THE MIDDLE OF @##$$%% me trying to resolve my issues leaving me more confused then ever, magnifiying my abandonment issues and every other issue.
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