There is a NAMI group about an hour away. I thought about going to group therapy but IDK, I've been put on hold for making appointments recently due to missing a couple appointments. I'm 25, living in a ****** small town, I have either Bipolar or Schizoaffective. I'm not sure which one they picked.

I don't have a job, my dad is supporting me financially. I'm struggling to find a job and I don't feel like I have any job skills. I dropped out of college last year because a friend died and I couldn't handle it. It's in this town. I want to go to a better college but my dad won't pay for college. He just wants me to get a job.

It's been stressful. My mother does have schizophrenia. So I'm living at home, and she's untreated and my dad can't get her to get treatment and the county commissioner just ignores him and then the insurance got her out of the hospital early last time, and she stopped taking her medication in one week. She needs long term care.

I have skills. I'm not on disability. I can drive and have my license. But I am just living in such an unbalanced environment IDK what to do.