I would think if you go weekly she will figure that out soon enough if you were just smiling because of her being silly or whatever.

My T especially know that I always wear a happy face mask and dress "up" not because of I feel great but because is how I am all the time. I have learned to shed SOME of the happy face with her.

My pcd doc has a diagnosis of bipolar for me...T disagrees...she feels when I am "manic" it isn't because I am actually manic it is because at that moment I am having an easier time pretending...