This is off topic, but I have to ask. Should a guy have a male therapist or female. I prefer female, except they expect us guys to be bulletproof. Males I really can't express too much to either. I was raised to not cry. If I got whipped and cried I would get whipped again. Eventually you just build anger towards everyone, at least I did when I was young.

This bipolar stuff, once diagnosed as ocd, and off/on depression has really stolen every last ounce of my sanity