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Originally Posted by atomicc
My best friend was taken from me six months ago and I know exactly how you're feeling. How long ago did you lose her? For the first few months after she was murdered I felt nothing. I didn't cry really, I didn't feel anything at all. I was numb. I found out that this pretty normal, you're experiencing shock and possibly even PTSD. I thought I was a monster for not feeling, but I will tell you that you will feel again and it will hurt. It will come back to you and you may not be ready for it. If you ever want to talk feel free to reach out to me. <3
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First of all thank you to everyone for your kind words, advice, and support.
She was a friend I knew through another support group, I'd known her on and off for almost 12 years. I only got the news of her death last night. I've wept for all the other friends I've lost, I can't seem to cry for her. Maybe I will soon, maybe it will hit me and this is just like a delayed reaction.