Dear T I feel so ashamed... embarrassed... whatever other words mean the same thing... knowing it's maternal transference and even understanding WHY it's happening right now doesn't make it any easier. It's going to be so hard to face you on Tuesday. Thank goodness it's only on the phone. If I had to sit in front of you in your office I would expire on the spot I am sure. I don't know that I am going to be able to speak I feel so stupid.