Yes, it's possible that the feelings are related to the Bupropion. Don't know about that specific medication but others like it can
sometimes have the effects of making people feel like they're "jumping out of their skin".
Although then again it could just as much be the reduction in alcohol and MJ. Now that definitely IS a GOOD thing but maybe you just need a bit more help with the effects e.g. a change in medication or/and support groups/a mentor.
Then, I'm no expert!!!
Maybe your pdoc has some reasons/expectations behind what he's prescribing you that he/she hasn't really gone into (I know time is short with them) but if you question him/her a bit more you might be able to work a bit more closely with them in deciding when something is actually working/might work given time/just isn't anywhere near working.
It will at least give you a bit more control in what's going on. Might take some time though??
For now I'm throwing you a couple links for online drug/alcohol support,
really don't know if they're any good but just see what you think....I tried
Addiction Recovery Guide : Message Board
Online Intergroup : Alcoholics Anonymous
I'm wondering if your case manager could help in making things easier for you in getting that support though, maybe linking you in meeting with just one (or two?) members of the meetings to begin with???
At least you've a good relationship with your therapist (at least hoping that's still the case?!) bacause I know things are really hard for you right now. Do you think she could give you any more help maybe?? Is there any more you would feel comfortable in talking to her about?? Or maybe make it a bit clearer how hard things are for you??
Alison