How did they manage when you were hospitalized those 2 times & how did you manage in the hospital when you must have been needed just as bad?.....

My questions are for you to think about. Sometimes even if we love what we are doing we need to find a place to do it that better fits our needs in life. Yes you may have the anxiety & depression where ever you go...but controlling the level by changinv the environment is important SELF CARE.

When we are young we are invincible. When we get older....not so much & more self care is needed.

You wrote this because you have issues in your life you NEED TO DEAL WITH. You brush them off now & they will only resurface in a worse way later in life....61 years has showed me a lot...lol....& the last time issues hit i was too old to be hired in a place that could hve fit better...I was in aerospace engineering not healthcare but the economy was better then it is now.

If i were you I would start looing into other options that truly fit your life & health better....better now than later when it might be very much more difficult

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