Hi, I am new to Psch Central, basically out of desperation. I am like a idealist to the extreme. I am not exactly depressed, just lost. I feel like I will never be able to get a job, and get ahead in my life. I am 33 years old, and I do not have money to buy groceries, etc. I feel like I run around in circles chasing my tail, and I have no idea who to turn to! I am sick of hearing myself, I am tired of applying online, and not hearing back. I feel like I a mess.