Okay. I talked to my t about this. Not about you. But with each new t, you dont start over at the beginning - you pick up where you left off. Imo, you take a big step forward, not backward, cuz i think things can stagnate with the old t. A new t can blast you forward. Are men really fooled by women's oh no im a virgin act? Thats what this sounds like to me - i dont get it. If someone understands you, why would you not want them to?