NP you have the right to be bitter by my post. I always try to post something a bit different than what others do (unless it's just a welcome or such) so I expect a different response.

And I don't expect you to accept "life" as it is. I sure don't. In fact, I personally am going kicking and screaming through it. Some perspective I have.

Perhaps some of what you listed I identified with too much?

Anyway, maybe things are going better for you now.

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