Welcome to PC! You can definitely find an audience here to listen to you

there are a few forums dedicated specifically to Work and Careers (
Work and Careers - Forums at Psych Central) and a social group dedicated to Support and Advice to Job Seekers (
http://forums.psychcentral.com/group...b-seekers.html). That's probably more of what you're looking for in terms of solutions to job hunting and etc.
I'm an idealist too but depression hit me really hard. It really is born out of a sense of hopelessness and emptiness so best of luck staying strong!
Hope you can get a job soon