Babyboy btw I did read ur post. I have a hard time being able to see things from ur pt of view, if it was myT I'd of dropped em the moment that stuff happened. But then again I don't get attached. The real issue is how do u get ur meds then. My partner was on seri seroqel for a long time she gained weight to. Now her Pdoc labeled her bipolar and put her on a bunch of stuff including lithium. Her T didn't think it was a proper diagnosis. After a few yrs she started to half her dose and then a few months later completely off it. She did this because she couldn't function without taking the seroqel right after work. She had to take it everyday at the same time or she would go through withdraw. Now today she's been off of all meds for about 3yrs. Her T and I don't think her moods are any worse than average ppl.
Am I saying go off ur meds? Hell no only u and ur doc can decide that. She was diagnosed after a horrible family event and she SI the put her in a hospital. I don't think she should have been diagnosed after such a traumatic event, they should have supported her and been there for her not give her organ damaging meds.