Don't apologize. It's what the forums are for. Sorry you fell and are now in more pain. My first thought is go to the emergency room, you could have broke something. Knowing me though I would wait until my appointment. I don't think much of emergency rooms for getting things done fast. I know my answer is no help but I'm worried you could have broke something that needs to be looked at before you see a surgeon. I can see why you are having a hard time deciding. My thoughts are with you. Hope the pain gets better.