Do job hunt. There is something out there for you, it may take time, but don't plan to stay where you are indefinitely. Just look...
What is your degree in? And, is there an activity you can do, yourself, that you will enjoy? As much as you love your girlfriend, it is not fair to her to be your "everything".
Hang in there, you have the tools to make changes.
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"...don't say Home
/ the bones of that word mend slowly...' marie harris
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