Now things are really out of wack. I don't know everything doesn't feel real. I don't know if when I sleep or awake if I'm actually conscious the whole time or when I had the "coma" I actually died, and this is my death, which sounds rediculous. I honestly don't know, I'm more than confused where I'm at now. I just want to sleep but not feeling well at all. I feel like if this person I care bout doesn't like me. I'll die in my insanity. I don't feel safe, anything feels like it leads into the sameplace every time I wake up. I always have the same dream now of being in a themepark that's rotted and abanedoned some of the rides still work and some don't. Then somehow the park somehow closes the gates locking me in and a monster gets me with in the confides of the park being run by no one. It's next to a city which people are at, but somehow the theme park is a really bad place to be at. I hate the dream it reflects my days now it feels the same awake and asleep. So idk, I literally lost my reality recently anyways, back to bed.