It's true I am reluctantly moving on...but I have not...completely let go. It's like this for me. Years ago I graduated from college, but a job seemed impossibly hopeless at the time. I spent two years working low wage jobs never giving up on my dream. Two years later I walked into an engineering firm, just by chance and I was hired on the spot. It was very important to me and my patient persistence paid off.
So I realize that she is now my goal. I have changed my strategy, but I will not give up until I find her again or circumstances lead me down a different road to someone else. I might not find her, but I will find something good....Faith is my guide....

So now I will post the next dream in this series...

The strange noises she was making represent the fear she expressed to me that if she smoked it would make her paranoid...