It's not that the relationship is false. It's just that it can only exist in one place and that's in the therapy room. Everything that happens in there is real. And it's really hard to accept that it can't be anywhere else or forever or transferred into anything other than it is. That's both the magic of it and the downfall of it.

I hope your T gets back to you soon, i know ruptures are horrible, i've just had a big one this week. x