i know what ur feeling, the anger festers. all i can say from experiance is u dont want to remember her dying that is not the last image u want of her seared into ur brain. have happy pictures of her around.

my twin died 6yrs ago the last memories i have of her are her dying and me tryin got save her. still the repeated nightmares haunt me and i get narsty flashbacks to her hell and other things that were bad in my past.

dont let ur families greed poison u. karma will get them. u are who u are and u are caring to those whom u have always been there for and they for u. if u have home videos of the good be sure to watch them. pictures? create a slideshow of the happy get rid of all pictures that are not. u dont have to destroy those pics just seperate from the good.