I resigned from my job this month, I had been teaching at this school for 6 years. I wasn't happy and was feeling so much anxiety on a daily basis. I am jobless right now and the uncertainty of my future makes me so anxious sometimes. I feel like I'm on the right step because at least I have gotten myself out of the deep depression I was in.
I'm thinking of taking classes to go into the heathcare field. I have a plan in my mind. I am thankful that I have my parents support as I am living with them so I don't have to worry too much financially, but I am not the type to just sit around.
I don't think I will fully feel okay until I've secured another job. I know all the steps I am taking to get there are for my own good. I'm doing something and not just lying around being unproductive.
I just wish I knew everything would be okay. I'm a planner and the uncertainty of what's to come is kicking my *** some days.
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Bipolar 1
General Anxiety
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