I cant communicate. At all. Well I can here,a bit, but that's it. I'm mute,I don't even know why, and (again, don't know why) but I can't even write anymore. Both these things have psychological causes (physically I can speak,and I know how to write).
This is killing me inside, I can't share anything with anyone. I tried writing letters to people but I end up getting angry and confused and just ripping them up. Same happens writing to myself.
But recently its getting even more important that I communicate because I'm going into social care soon and I need to be able to communicate with social workers and foster family etc, and I'm in a psychiatric hospital but my treatment is going nowhere because I can't communicate ay all to them,only nods at stuff or shake mt head. The staff all hate me anyway because I am mute so they don't try to help me communicate anyway.

I font know what to do. I feel like I'm going to explode but I can't even ask for help, I can't even begin to. I just, im out of ideas. If anyone has been here before, if anyone has just been completely trapped inside themselves,please just tell me I am not alone. I cant carry on like this. I'm only fifteen, I could DO so much with my life, but not like this.