Thankyou for replying so quickly <3
Drawing isn't something I had thought of before so Thankyou, I'll try it out.

Yellowfrog, no, I'm not on medication. Ice been in hospital for a year and tried fluoxetine and sertraline and promethazine but each time the Dr stopped it after a few weeks for no real reason. I can't show anyone this post, I can only write things to strangers on the internet thanks for replying xxxx