Thanks for responses. I know I've been told I have bad depression, general anxiety, social anxiety. I know my T used the word psychosis and psychotic disorder NOS and stuff like that, guess she's just working on getting to the bottom of it. Meds and me are not good so far. Abilify and invega made me throw up, so they put me on something to help with nausea, however, those two don't seem to be doing anything. I'm on Cymbalta and hydroxyzine, and those two also are doing nothing for me. I hate it.