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I don't know, I am lying here on my bed gazing at the stars and sometimes I curse the whole place. You do so much for people and yet most of the time I feel like it gets you nowhere. Yea they say thanks and all that but you get to the stage were you sometimes feel like you get taken too much for granted. Like they always expect you to be there for them or something, they take you as a sure thing, like the sun rising in the eastern sky. I mean I wonder what do I get out of life? Is there such a thing as forever happiness? You wake, you have the cup of coffee, wash, dress, engage with people god forbid and act for the day, you get home, you have a beer, kick off your boots and lay down and gasp for air for freedom and peace from all the ******** of town life and for what?? The next day it starts again. We are all just actors in the play of life, but where are my rewards?
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