Thanks again for all your posts

Oneworld:: PC forum sounds great! I'm new on here (1weekish) still figuring things out - Thanks

MoxieDoxie: I can totally relate to the Isolation part - me too

Aloneandafraid: I'm sorry your friend was unsympathetic to your needs

ScarletPimple: - Thanks for your reply Your right, I don't have to dive so deep. However, i think I already do the whole bouncing off people and I do express small emotions such as feelings about the weather/ day to day stuff - opinions - boys etc...erm maybe I'm looking for deeper sympathy - like you get from big incidents? But I don't want my friends to have to be my T or deal with me.. Maybe small feelings don't 'do it' for me - they seem so irrelevant, pointless and easy to get over? Actually I don't really know.. sorry. Ps- I also had to cut back on the writing. Well I still write and take it to sessions - but I now verbally read and expand on what I have written instead of making T read it when i'm not there!

Favorite Jeans So i guess I can probably say I'm so exhausted, I couldn't sleep last night." but i know i'll say it in an 'unemotional way' if that makes sense. Like I don't care about it and they will read this and move on.. But i might try this and pull a sad face or something haha just to see their reaction - but then am i being fake?

Quote: How good are you at saying this stuff to your T? Can you practice with her/him?: Well i write stuff because I can't always verbalize things -and i've usually written it when i'm feeling down so its my true inside feelings.. But as with all people, in front of T i'm a happy enthusiastic person and i'll say stuff feeling sad inside but saying it confidently and like it doesn't affect me - But T knows this.

Thanks guys stay strong