I tried to attempt suicide on the 6th of this mth. I have been home for a week now and I am still having trouble dealing with what I tried to do. Every now and then it hits me and I have a meltdown. Tonight was really bad. I'm still detoxing off of pain meds and hurting. I was in the bed with my wife watching TV and a movie came on about some who killed themselves. The parent left was having to tell their children what happened. I really broke down and lost it. The thought of my wife having to tell my kids that daddy is gone was more than I could take. My wife held me till it passed. I hate feeling like this!
Clemfan