Well here I am again. Still struggling with the same old ****, but my denial caught up to me as per usual so I stopped posting in here. Besides that I've been too busy being psychotic to actually contribute anything of value. Stupid schizophrenia. Ah well, I'm trying to make the best of things.

I have a new therapist now. She isn't aware of my PD, I've only seen her once thus far though so we shall see how it goes. Yes, I'm one of those rare narcissists that actually wants therapy.

Denial is a strange thing, it ebbs and flows like the tide. I'm not doing myself any good with denying my issues but I haven't found very many practical ways to combat it as of yet. If anyone here has any advice I'd be willing to hear it.