Wow! Can I just say well done!!!!
I went without my morphine patches for a week and the detox was horrific I wouldn't wish it in my worst enemy.
I'm staying in nine as I can't be pain free I would honestly end it and my kids deserve better than that, however many years back I did try to end my life.
Do you think the smoking is trying to replace one habit with another? Or maybe it could be because your agitated?
I'm so pleased you've done this others can't appreciate how difficult it is until they've experienced it for themselves.
I'm very surprised they gave you tramadol, they make me absolutely ill with dizziness and nausea but everyone's different.
Keep up the good fight
Take care
J