I had a problem with alcohol, I was working at a bar. Drinking made me 'loosen up' and have a good time and make the job a bit easier. I have realized that it ended up making me more depressed in the long run & is a trigger for me to want to do drugs, which also makes the depression even worse.

Hang in there & see a therapist or pdoc..

I hope you feel better! :-)

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