Well... when you put it like that, there is no point.

I hope you can find something in this life that is just for you. That brings joy to you, in of itself. Some people like music, drawing or working on their car's engine... a passion that you can feel soul deep.

Unfortunately for some of us... we will never find it. Doomed to roam forever.

But, one day, you could wake up... and there is a reason to get out of bed. Something everyone else finds mundane and ridiculous, but it makes you smile.

I have always wished for a passion that drives. I want to want something. As I have always suffered from depression and a strong sense of apathey, I don't think I will ever find that "something." I am doomed to forever... lol but who knows.. maybe tomorrow really will be a new day.

I hope you find it. Whatever it is. And hey, at least you can see the stars... it could have been overcast or raining. If nothing else, keep the rant rolling. I enjoyed it. Very Poe without the rhyming. Maybe you should start writing poetry.