My depression started with my mom who was an alcoholic. So I know how much moms can hurt you. I think we have different types of moms but I can still connect with you. Sometimes you need a break from people. Maybe getting away from her for a little bit might help her realize that maybe she wasn't being the type of mom that you need. I was always aggressive and mean and hurtful to my mom and was never ever a person like that to anyone else. But the way I was acting towards her was how I felt on the inside. I'm not sure how old you are but maybe moving in with your boyfriend for a little but might help you clear your head and your mom might start to realize that she needs to be there for you in a way that you aren't receiving now.