I feel that there is a new energy in this forum. Full of supportive and caring people. That makes me very happy. I am proud to be apart of this wonderful group. For months I could not post very much here on PC. I was going through so much back then and I want to thank all who stuck by me, when I did not know how to ask for help for us. I am growing in a lot of different ways in therapy. I am gratful for that as well. I felt like I was near the end of my rope. That was day after day. I still have periods of not feeling all that great and I am sure that the more that is revealed in Therapy, I will have more rough spots. But it is comforting to me to know that I will get some support from you at PC. I have very little support within my family. Nancy my spouse remains in a very poor condiion, she has Late Stage Lyme Disease and Multiple Sclerosis. Her cognative abilities are just about gone, her physical body has great pain and mobility is down the tubes as well. But I have learned some things through all of this with her, she is a fighter. She gets up everyday and lives her life the best that she can do. I struggle with all the things she use to do and now can't. I am thankful for the new people that has come into my heart, who makes my days brighter, and not so lonely.