It's a really difficult thing to keep going maybe instead of thinking, I'll always fall into nothingness, try, soon I will be feeling better? I try it with my waves of depression because even though there are low points it will be paid in high points eventually. You've tasted it just a few weeks ago right? If not happiness, contentment? It's a wonderful thing but hard to recall when you're exhausted and hurting. I'm not really feeling up for a tomorrow either to be honest :/