I did go to a therapist but she was telling me I was a freight train out of control. That I need back on my meds and should check in to center for a weekend. Then she tells me that my Psychiatrist is leaving and I will be getting a new one and I think they explained my sitution to he but my old Psychiatrist was women and now its a man and I do not feel comfortable talking to a man about some of my stuff. Especially if its face to face but online would be ok. I just do not like them telling people my issuses because I have not agreed to see him but I am afraid if I tell them anything they will have me put in a hospital and I do not like them and will probly leave the area if they suggest it again but I think they have some keeping a eye on me. I am so freaked and want them to leave me alone and do not make me take my meds because they do not work. I did tell them they did so it would not hurt their feeling but if I was going to get back on my meds they need to be different but they say try them again but I do not want too. Can anyone give any insight on my ramblings because this is the way it is