Yes, my Pdoc is kind, empathic, fits me perfectly, always has something insightful to say, and he's also pretty high up in terms of the field of Psychiatry overall. I see him for nothing, and I always think 'what have I done to deserve such an awesome Pdoc' *cue the guilt* I totally feel like I don't deserve him, and his skills should be put to better use with someone who's far worthier than me. That's just my low self esteem talking, so I try to quash it by getting the most I can out of therapy so that I can 'prove', in a way, that I am worthy of my Pdoc's help.
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Diagnosis:
Complex-PTSD, MDD with Psychotic Fx, Residual (Borderline) PD Aspects, ADD, GAD with Panic Disorder, Anorexia Nervosa currently in partial remission.
Treatment:
Psychotherapy
Mindfulness
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