I felt really good today. relaxed for once. certain things really bother me. I don't know why, just the way people act in here sometimes.
i feel paranoid today, my mind is working in mysterious ways.
this place was safe for me, comforting. not sure any more.

no point in coming in here to be hurt. get that on outside enough.

oh well, nothing good lasts forever...maybe cos i'm taking 30gm more prozac than yesterday or something oh god idk - sorry to rant - need to get it out

jin