Sorry Dex,
None of that was directed at you, just got off on a tangent there, seems many see the the person who has mental or emotional and think 'they look normal' guess I just kinda went off into the way I feel people view mental illness in general.
Kind of like the part of the song by Matchbox twenty where they say "I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell, I know right now you can't tell, but stay awhile and then you'll see a different side of me" from the song 'Unwell'
Oh, btw, my reply (first) came after you posted the update so the reply was to the one before the update of the post. Sorry slow computer and didn't realize the reply looked as if it was to the update of your post. Hope things are well, or at least better. Sorry about the misunderstanding and confusion.
Peace-
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