I told my nurse that I buy bottles of Jolt, because if the stalkers try anything, it can be used as a weapon, she said it was a good idea, I told the crisis team nurse and she got all serious and put it in my notes.

This wouldn't be a big problem, but I go out with the re-enablement team and they will read it - which means it be don't bring a bottle, so I'll have to bring a knife - not that I tell them.