On the threads topic, this is why I haven't searched out any help in a while. I'm terrified because I hide so much instinctively now and I try so hard to act so damned normal, I'm afraid my real issues will get over looked. So I'm here, reading your thread(wishing I could draw) and avoiding what I shouldn't.

As for you (AngstyLady) I wish you the best of luck, you seem so well rounded and filled with such good intention that I can't do anything but hope for you. I sincerely hope you manage to go where you want to.