Thank you for opening up and admitting this. You are able to admit what I'm afraid to come to terms with right now on an emotional level. You admitting it helps me reply back though and let you know that I feel the same way. My T is very patient with me, open with me, there for me, we have a great connection, and she is straight forward and sweet and overall just herself with me. I appreciate that more than anything...but I can't help but think and feel that this is to end at some point. She will get to a point where she is fed up with me and/or exhausted and annoyed with me. She will see the real me and be done. She will come to see that her time can be better spent and I can't help but agree with this thought. The more I trust her and am comfortable with her the more and more I feel like this. I keep myself at a distance.