hello there..

i wonder who am i actually?..i mean..i'm physically a boy.but inside i feels like a girl.a year (more tbh..maybe around 1.5 years) ago i started to grow my hair and managed to have bangs..i liked my hair even everybody say "stop being looks like a girl!"

personally i could say i'm delicate.i never fight, cry a lot, sensitive, and shy.

that delicateness grows stronger and stronger everytime.

i still liked girl but i feels more like L than a straight!(weird, eh?)

am i actually a trans?.

my family wouldnt allow this.and i also couldnt afford MtF surgery (also i'm scared of surgery and the pain.i ever have heart surgery and i dont want surgery anymore!)

how should i face this?.i want to be myself.but people around me prevent it.it hurts pretty much!

thanks

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