Yep exactly, and the group of people I do hang out with constantly ignore what I try to say or interrupt me almost every time I try to say something, it is to the point where I feel like they secretly don't value me as an actual friend but more as an acquaintance and someone they feel bad about so they invite me out of obligation. It is not as bad one-on-one but it still can be. I'm sorry you have those problems, feel free to message me if you want to talk.