Depression, ADHD, anxiety. Sounds kind of like me. Perhaps you are having trouble with self esteem. Lately, I have been battling depression. Most of the time, it is just "there". But lately, it has been hitting harder. Hoping you are feeling better. Sending you an e hug. Give yourself a hug. Of course you deserve your T. Might be a good time to remind yourself how worthwhile and valuable you are. Unique.(I like that word). She obviously values you or the two of you would not be meeting together. She sees your value. It might help to actually have this discussion with her.