I think the spouse of someone with bp has practically got to be a saint to put up with all the crap we do when depressed or manic. I also had delusions about my husband--that he wanted me to kill myself & that he hated me. Thank goodness, the meds took care of that, but I am still extremely sensitive & can go from feeling fine into a rage very easily.

I have been married for 32 years & we've had some really tough times, but we were able to stick it out & raise 2 children despite all my issues. Plus, when I finally got the meds figured out I wasn't cycling as much & actually found out what it is like to not be an emotional wreck constantly.

Good luck, sleepy.--Suzy