Hi All,

I am feeling very blue at the moment......
I'll give you a little bit of history about myself...
I am 26 years old & have been overweight most of my life!!!
I suffer from depression, which is very up & down, sometimes I feel I am on top of it, then other days (like today) I struggle to breathe!!!
I no longer take any meds for my depression.

I am current trying my *** off to change my life style, I am unhappy about my weight & trying to do something about it!!

Due to both my weight & depression, I have issues in regards to sex!
My partner, it seems will never be able to understand this!
I am always being pressured for sex, or made to feel guilty about not feeling "in the mood"
I try to explain to my partner what it feels like for me, & he says he understands, but he doesn't!!!

He makes me feel angry & I try to talk to him about how I am feeling, yet he turns it around & says it's just the way I interpret things!!!

Flinty