Dear T,

Today was very hard. I don't want to play anymore. I don't like this. Let's go back to pretending that everything is okay and I really don't have any problems.

Also, you were kind of mean today. Not mean but just...I wanted compassionate, loving, thoughtful T who was full of smiles not serious, caring, lets-make-progress T.

I want my happy sessions back. Let's rewind time and fix this.

Who needs healing? Not me.