Yes. Nights like tonight, when I avoid friends because I just can't get over the fact that my biological mother chose other people over me to be her real family and walked in and out of my life every couple of weeks for a visit, leaving me in an abusive situation. Nothing makes sense. No other relationships seem worth the effort and I have no interest in deep meaningful connections with anyone else right now anyway and when I feel like this I can't see things getting better, therapy or no therapy. I have a session tomorrow and feel like cancelling, even though my therapist is great.