Tired of fighting bipolar. I think I was taught that work was the answer to all of your problems. Should've had help when I was young. Instead, diagnosed in middle ages. I want to work, but vocational rehab kicked me out due to being unstable. Been in treatment for 4 months. Feel like a total loser, and forced living with a parent who always yelled at me all the time when he got mad at me.
Just totally tired of fighting and tired of being alive. Any suggestions