College has been awful lately, I thought this was supposed to be the best years of my life but so far they seem like the worst. I got all As last year but now I'm basically failing. I keep missing class and not turning in homework. I have a job but that just bums me out more because it's a crappy minimum wage job. I feel like i'm always worried about money, or my grades, or about not having friends. I only have a few good friends and i'm starting to get annoyed with all of them so i'm yelling at them and I am ruining the few relationships I have. I feel so much pressure to join clubs and get involved on campus but at the same time it's so hard for me to leave my apartment. I just want to be alone. I don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life and I feel like I need to know like right now. I'm afraid I won't get a job after college because my GPA won't be high and I don't have a lot of extracurricular activities or references. I'm only a sophomore and everyone says I have time but I don't see any hope for the future, I only see things getting worse. Is there anyone out there in college who is having similar feelings? or who has been through a similar situation and has any advice?

Sorry this was so long, I just had to vent.