Hun, you're doing it again. You're worrying about something that may NOT happen. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{WW}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Your T is right. It's to be expected to have a bit of a difficult time. Even "normal" people have a rough time when they go back to work after not working for a while.
Hey! TGIF!! You don't have to get up early tomorrow or face the office! Do what you need to recharge over the weekend. Like it's been said already, "Keep doing what you're doing."
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.